RusAme LEMON- Trapped -PART 1-

WARNING:
Homosexuality
Sex
Mentions of Self-harm
Mentions of attempted suicide



The snow outside fell hard onto the ground as the world meeting was coming to an end. The countries were gathering their things and leaving, all except Russia and America. Russia was sitting in the corner...nobody knew why, but nobody DARED ask the creepy country. America was in the bathroom, currently washing his hands. Soon the others had left, and America walked out of the bathroom. His head turned to the strange russian man in the corner, and walked over.

"Hey, uh...Russia, dude?" He muttered softly. "Shouldn't you be leaving, man?" Russia didn't turn to look at him.

"I will be leaving very soon, my American friend." He said gravely, sending shivers down America's spine.

"Uh...alright then." He faltered in response.

Suddenly there was a loud sound outside the door that made America jump in surprise. He ran up to the door and tried opening it, only to be greeted by a thud. 

"Shit...the door is stuck. There's too much snow on the other side..." 

Russia didn't seem to hear him. America looked over and was horrified when he saw that Russia was now sitting in a puddle of blood. 

"D-D-DUDE! What the-!?" He ran over and tried to see what Russia was hiding. The large man's eyes grew wide and he swung his arm backwards, sending America flying into the table. 

"Ahh!" Russia exclaimed, standing quickly. "I am so sorry, America!! I was not meaning to do that..." America groaned and looked up.

"R-Russia! You...You're bleeding..." He said as he noticed blood pouring from a few fresh cuts on Russia's arm. Russia was holding a bloody knife... "D-Dude! Did you do that to yourself?!"

"...Da..." He whispered, nodding and looking away. America stood, getting closer to him.

"Why would you do that?!" He peered behind him at the wall he had been hiding. It said 'I'm sorry' in Russia's blood. "...Wh...What is..."

"I've done many horrible things, America." Russia informed him. "You know this."

"Yeah, but so have I! And everyone else, too!!" America shouted in response.

"Maybe so, but the things I have done have been far surpassing those of anyone else." He replied sadly. "The world would be better off without me."

"W-What...??" America then noticed a rope Russia had hung up, swinging back and forth. "N-No...you weren't going to-...?" Russia just nodded. "Russia!! That is so uncool! You can't just kill yourself!! It's selfish...and...I'd miss you, honestly!!!"

"You would be missing me...?"

"Of course, dude!!" He said.

"Why...?"

"...Because I..." America blushed, looking away. "Because I...love...you..."